Sunday, October 11, 2015

My heart is a bloody brick

My heart is a bloody brick.
Made of sediments, some man made.
Sediments that I eat each day.
My brick heart's not heavy
it's about the same weight as my fist.
My brick is soft, compared to others.
It's kinda curvy and could get scurvy.
It's a brick with pluming, but with no water.
My brick, it's electrical, like a phone, constantly pulsing, 
making my insides bleed.
It's a warm brick.
about 98.6 degrees Fahrenheit
Warm enough to warm colder bricks
It's a kind of Halloween brick; 
it spurts blood everywhere on the outside of me
and it's kind of like a weird monster on the inside.
Inside of me the brick is black.
It sees no light.
It's kinda tight
On the outside, the brick turns red.
Like a sunset. But it be not dead.
I started from the earth, like you.
My heart is made of sediments,
Sediments That I eat each day.
Sediments that grew into food
food in body rearranged
into a brick, into a heart, that of a brick, To fill some space,
To be the master of your body's circulation is at stake.

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Except for the picture This poem is completely literal. There are similes but no metaphors, the word brick was used loosely though.

No emotion is involved.
All Like a brick



Sunday, October 4, 2015

What is love?

Love is Love.
Love is a brick

Dear College

Dear College,
Since I am applying to you perhaps I should tell you a few things...
My grades are sometimes a T-Rex that  had a jar of jam that it couldn't reach.
But that is an illusion.
They were actually pickles.
Pickles that I experimented with the hope of the perfect sandwich
I was unafraid of failure, for how could I succeed if I've never tried something new?
I put pickles in milkshakes, and cakes on pancakes.
I put chicken with waffles.
I tried Pan-fried Rhubarb and Salmon tossed with Lime Soup.
I made Toasted Roast Beef Gravy topped with Spam.
A peanut butter and jello sandwich,
The meals I threw up on gave me valuable lessons.
Don't eat throw up.
Don't eat things that have made me throw up.
Don't eat rocks.
Eat things that I haven't tried in a while, maybe it's good.
Don't eat meals that that are good all the time.
But I needed the most perfect sandwich.
So I kept trying.
There is no perfect sandwich.
I asked myself again and again, what do I want out of life?
A good job? An edjamacation? Popularity? Friends? unpopularity?
This is what I focused on.
I have tried them all.
I learned skills that I felt would make me happy.
Learning to learn I've learned.
took a lot of error.





Sunday, September 27, 2015

Prove to me that YOU are not a robot!

Even if I show no emotion, or pretend I don't care about some things, I know I'm human.
I don't follow the same algorithms or same logic much.
I sometimes forget to brush my teeth.
I find myself at 2 in the morning reading a silly fantasy novel.
I don't follow a few social norms.
I find math enjoyable
I learn.
I seldom see things the same way twice.
I misinterpret other's souls...
I'm not afraid to forgive.
I am not afraid to care.
I try my best to show my true self to those who look for it.

But.

I sometimes wonder if others are human....

Are you human?

You seem flawless...
You seem perfect.
Any mistake you make
seems to be a part of your programming, an illusion,
only to make it seem you are human.
I see fake smiles.
false determination
fake undetermination.
fake stupidity
mindless words.
memes.
popularity.
sheep.
assumptions.
creativity that always seems to be the same.
 I see People who won't look me in the eyes in the hallways.
Are you hiding problems or machines?
Is being a machine a problem?
My brain is a prison.
I don't know how you feel.
I cannot see through your eyes.
I wish I could connect with you  like a robot.
But for now I must guess.


Well, the world is ending so why do a blog?

Why should I do a blog tonight instead of enjoying my last moments?
The Red moon is supposed to kill us all tonight.
I could be reading a good book right now.
or sleeping.
perhaps praying,
or actually looking at the moon that will destroy me.
But nope, I'm writing a blog about being too lazy to write a blog.
Sigh
Writing in the silence of a room once bursting in laughter.
In the hot air that makes me yawn.
Yawn
Perhaps I know for fact that that I won't die.
maybe my instincts scoff at the red moon of doom.
I could die tonight... but I probably won't.
That's probably why I wrote this blog.
yep.
that's it.


Sunday, September 20, 2015

#不同 સર્જનાત્મકતા લોકો ઘણો ભેળસેળ

Behold my creativity.

בסופו של היום, אתה תוהה מה המילים האלה אומרת. הם שונים. הם תוהו ובוהו. הם לא ניתן לקרוא, הם יצירתיים, אבל רק אם אתה באמת יכול לקרוא את מה שאמר. אני יכול להיות מעליב אותך, אני יכול לעשות לך משהו. אם אתה יכול לקרוא את זה אז תודה Google לתרגם, זה סוג.

זה יצירתי לך, אבל אלה אנשים שמדברים אזרביג'אן רואים את זה כחבורה של מילות רגילות.

מה הוא כאוס לזבוב הוא נורמלי לעכביש.

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For the longest time
I thought that untitled
was actually
united
I thought that all those papers I wrote
were in a guild that would someday foretell my downfall
How correct I was.