Sunday, November 15, 2015

Where are you heart?

 Football game? Did I lose you there?
 When I close my eyes I see light and darkness at the same time.
 Did I lose you when I started to drive?
 When I close my eyes, It is both an endless expanse of lightdark, and the smallest pinpoint of darklight
I lost so much. Only a memory of what I had.
 Did I lose you when School taught me when you were an just a post card?
 I lost you at the mall?
 I lost you.
 I miss you?
                                            lost you?
heart?
 Are you there?
 Lost in Paris?
Why didn't you take me there?
I'm in paris?
It's beautiful.
Why is there a turtle?
Where are you heart?
Heart?
Paris?
When I close my eyes I see light and darkness at the same time.
I feel you even When I thrust you away.
I thrust you away?
hmm....
You cannot change the way I demand from the depths of my soul to not hurt others. 
Highschool love almost always ends with someone hurt. It's like a drug.
Stop Brain.
Heart, why must you contradict?
When I close my eyes, It is both an endless expanse of lightdark, and the smallest pinpoint of darklight
Is this my heart?
I lost you.
I miss you.
I have you.
heart?