I broke up with someone today.
We never even went on a date as a couple.
I proclaimed my feelings for her and she said that she wanted to date me and see what happens
We did one thing after that, watching psych, but she did homework the whole time. I felt disappointed.
I texted a few times and she responded sparingly. I sensed it was going nowhere. She finally after only one week said she was seeing someone else, and they were farther along. That I was but a friend.
The pain I expected to feel that I have felt so many times did not come.
Perhaps it was because of sleep deprivation or perhaps it was because of God,
Perhaps it was the training I recieved on the mission to combat rejection. Perhaps it was all of it at once.
I only felt a tinge of sadness, and I didn't lose my mind.
I felt analytical of what was to be done next.
I felt that the trait I liked the most in this girl is her power to communicate. I want to keep that trait, and look for more.
I felt I had patience, a bit too much.
